to this special A

Assalamualaikum.

it's been a long looooooooooooong time since i didn't update my blog. but HELLO. im back. taraaaa.
okay, its been a very tough-busy year, though with all the books, exams, pencils, pens, teachers and crushes. crushes? i mean Crush.
no.
'es'.
I'm soooooooo gonna bang my self up if I'd saw him.
he had gave me
HEART ATTACK
LACK OF OXYGEN
COLD HANDS
SHIVERING HANDS
DROPPED MY JAWS.
Can't you see how cruel he was. i mean he IS.
If every belieber is busy chasing their Justin Bieber, i would be busying my self by chasing my Mr.Crush which is never gonna happen cause i'm too insecure to do that. insecure always CAUSE a problem.
same goes when Louis William Tomlinson is infront of me which that will Never ever ever gonna happen. if that happens, i'll go to Louie first, Mr.Crush is my second destination. he he he. how to describe my Crush?
I dont know. if you are being me, you'll know.  he is my sunshine. ohmy, if he knew that I like him so much it hurts, i'll be so crazy-insane-mad like will be screaming 24/7 hours nonstop like HELLO UNIVERSE, MY CRUSH DO KNOW MY EXISTANCE and then faint and have an amnesia. how on earth am i going to cover my face if HE KNOWS THAT I LIKE HIM SO MUCH WORDS EITHER ACTION CANT DESCRIBE. im tooooooooooooooo I to the N to the S to the E yes yknow what is it.

p/s: I dont want to bother his bloody perfect life. even once.

love,
dina x